Moving Away

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 There's people in this world that as they grow up they just know they are going to move to a different state. I wasn't one of them. I really love my state of Texas and moving away never crossed my mind but when I met my fiancé I knew it was bound to happen since he had started his business. Financially it just made more sense to move to him since we were going to make more money here than back in the state of Texas. Of course when we are in love we don't care about anything else as long as we are with the person that makes us happy. That is how I felt too, I Just wanted to be with my fiancé all the time that I was excited. The reality is, I miss my family and Texas. Don't get me wrong, I love being with my fiancé but everything is so different. I love the culture that Texas brings and especially the food. I went from being around of different cultures predominantly Hispanic to a lot of white people and that's a big culture shock. I'm learning to enjoy my new location but Texas will forever have my heart. 

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