LIfe Update of 2022

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A lot has happened since my last post. Started the year with Covid, almost ended my engagement and went back home to celebrate Mother's Day with my mom. I know, ending my engagement was a big one but one day I'll dedicate a post on what happened. I'm not ready to make that part of my life public yet as I'm still healing.

It's crazy to think that we are halfway of the year but where did it go? Life is literally flashing before our eyes. As I write this, I can say that I am okay. I am on week 2 were I feel that my anxiety and depression has been under control. June has been good to me so far. I've felt motivated to take care of myself. 

This post is very short, but I just wanted update a little on my life. 

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