Marrieedddd!!🤍🤍🤍

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 I AM MARRIED! WOW! SOOOOO HAPPPYYY!! October 10, 2022, is the date we said, "I DO" There is no words to explain what I was feeling. It is definitely one of the happiest moments in my life. When we were driving to the courthouse to get married, I wanted to cry of all the emotions I was feeling. When we met with the judge I was in disbelief. It was happening and I realized I had not really realized that today was THE DAY. We both wanted to cry while we were saying our vowels, but I could not keep my tears in. It was beautiful. I am officially a wife! 

We have the date of 10/10/22 because it has a meaning to us. There are two 1's which means we are two individuals and the year 2 means we are now a pair. We are one. Originally, we wanted the date of 11/17/22 which was the date he asked me to be his girlfriend. We decided that October 10 was more satisfying to us as a lifetime date. 

We are happy to be married and feel fulfilled with life. 

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